I Miss You~

Na na, na na na, na na

I miss you, miss you so bad

I don't forget you, oh it's so sad

I hope you can hear me

I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away

Was the day I found it won't be the same

Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you

Goodbye on the hand

I wish that I could see you again

I know that I can't

Oooooh

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away

Was the day I found it won't be the same

Ooooh

I had my wake up

13th September 2010

Is in the midnight now...

feeling tired and a lil bit drunk...hmmm...but i'm still sober...don't know why feel like vomit...

argh...a non-stop playing holiday...i didn't study and do revision at all...=(

sigh...and all my tuition pause for this holiday...

should start study but...hang out again tomorrow night and tuesday night too...

then wednesday is going Thai with my family for celebrate my 17th birthday...

i seriously should work more harder after that...

and i'd promised myself don't disappoint my parents and do not let myself regret again...

and i'd asked my friend about the course that i'm going to take next year...

she said i should get 3credits and pass all the subject...i hope i can do it...

ok...talk about just now...

just now i went Bali-bali to meet a friend...a friend that having same case with me...

but he's better than me...stay at there just an hour then my sis come fetch me to other place with her friend....

drink a lil bit at there...and sing...

then back home at around 2:30a.m...

then i get a call from someone...

then then then....online again...=.=

now...bloging again....and chatting with my dear....

sigh...I.M.Y...B.I.K.T.Y.D.K.....

I.R.H.T.M.A.O.D...

alright...time to off and get some rest...is 4:27a.m now...

night/morning guys...

I'll Be There~( Song For My Dears)

You and I must make a pact

We must bring salvation back

Where there is love

I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you

I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name

And i'll be there

And oh, woah,

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you

I'm so glad I found you yeah,

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength

You know i'll keep holdin on

Let me fill you heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well it's all i'm after

Just call my name

And i'll be there

I'll be there to protect you,(yeah baby)

With an unselfish love that respects you

Just call my name

And i'll be there

And oh woah

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you

You know i'm so glad I found you yeah (so glad baby)

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength

You know i'll keep holdin on

If you should ever find someone new

I know she better be good to you

'Cos if she dosoen't, then i'll be there

Don't you know baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there

I'll be there, yeah

Just call my name and i'll be there

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'll be there baby

You know i'll be there, yeah

Just call my name

And i'll be there

Just call my name

And i'll be there

12th September 2010~

hmm...<3

yesterday(11th Sept) was a touching...happy and crazy day with my dears~

ok...let's get the story started...(clear throat)...LOL

hmm...i'd promised my girl (Sharon) that will be her house at 6p.m for KTV  and meet our bro...

then i reached her house at 6:15p.m...when i reached her house i phone her...she said that she's in toilet...

ok...fine...but her bro told me she's going out with friends...WTH...

i phone her again...she said she's still in toilet...=.=

then his bro asked me sit down and watched tv...so i waited her at the living room...just like a fool...

look at the my phone...OMG...almost 1 hour i waited her...

Finally...TAN SEY GEE...i heard her voice from upstairs...fiuuuu~
Zozo's there too...=) 

hahaha....then we went in the KTV room...
then start our song..hahahaha....
after sing 4 or 5 songs i guess....sharon skip my song...that time i wanted to scold her...hahaha....
but suddenly the Birthday song's on...and all my dears come in with a cake and 2 camera and singing birthday song...OMG
i was shocked and my tears fall down and i couldn't control couldn't stop...
i tried hardly to control...finally...my dear (Eddy) did something funny so i can smile....=)
then make wishes and blow the candles...
^^
the camera non stop flashing...LOL
hmmm~then cut the cakes...hehehe...
then 1 of my dear ( Barkley) start larhh!!!!gila mike...hahahaha....
ps: Barkley...if you read my blog...don't angry yea..just joking...hahahaha....
then me and my girls sing our songs too...=)
at around 9/10....we get crazy...hahaha...
include zozo...she's always a sven and good manner...
but with us...whoever will get crazy with us too...hahaha...
that's our style....LOL...
then we played crazy game...loser punished by salt water....hahaha....
at around 12...my sis came to fetch me....

hmm....it was a unforgetable...special...surprise birthday party with my dears...
really love y'll so much and thanks a lot dears...
muacks muacks muacks....
frienship never end...

words for my girls...Sharon,JooYee...thanks girls...love you...Jocelyn...hmmm...i understand why you couldn't attend...i didn't blame on you...and i'm loving you too....so don't jealous yea...hehe...
word for my babe...Babe Von...i understand too....understand why you couldn't attend....hmm....same words with Jocelyn...i'm still loving you...^^
Words for my dears...Eddy,YitFoong,KhaiSian,ZhengYi,ShinKuen,KamSenng,Barkley and Yik...
Thanks y'll guys...dears...sis and girls....


I LOVE YOU ALL...
NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU ALL ALRIGHT?
YOU ALL HAVE DIFFERENT PLACE IN MY HEART...
a person a place...
well...i just wanna say,
our
FRIENDSHIP NEVER END!!!

Need You Now~

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.

Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.

I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.

And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.

I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.

And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.

And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.

And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

9th September 2010

hmm...just back from Penang...

having headache...dizzy...

maybe cause of the life at Penang...two nights...back my sis's house at around 4++ a.m...

drink and play with my sis and friends...

hmm....

1st night at there...still have a lil bit down...after drink....really feel much better...

2nd day...went to Gurney's Kim Gary...enjoy my favourite food there...full of cheese....emmm~yummy...

i miss the taste of cheese....T.T

and wanna thanks my elder sis..Shreen Tan...hehehehe...

she paid the bill...quite expensive...

hmm..should give a kiss for her...muacks~<3

hehe

after that went for a movie...''The Old Cow VS Grass''(i forget the name of the movie..>.<..)

a Singapore movie...

night...drink again...at Red Box...and sing...

hmm...quite happy...but after that something happen...

my friends were drunk and did something crazy and make me mad...

argh!!!almost cry that time...

3rd day...mean today...woke up at around 10a.m...

then went One Stop...Prangin Mall...

hmmm...i didn't buy anything...unbelievable right?hahax...

feel tired but happy being crazy with my sis....LOL

playing at the shopping mall...miss that time...hee...=)

then send my sis's friend back her house and go back to Alor Setar...

a not bad journey with my crazy sis and friends...

LOVE YALL...

=)

Already Gone~

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Happy Birthday~LOL

It's my chinese birthday today...7th Sept...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....and to

ERIN too...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN...

well...we'd promised each other...be happy together...

so,don't break your promise yea baby...

hahahax....

=)

Girl~Be Happy...=)

Hmm...THE END...

i mean...the relationship between us...yes...me and him...

13th April - 6th September...

can anyone tell me that is it my decision was wrong?or right?

i also don't know...

5th Sept...night...celebrating my friend's birthday...at Banglow...

don't know why...i suddenly had an idea...

sitting...and be quiet...typing message...

cause i know that if i didn't say on that night...i have no way to say next time...

so...about 12a.m...i'd done the msg and send it to him...

on that moment...i'm trembling...i'm scared...

until he replied...and i were like nothing that time...

but when i reached home...

''START LARHH!!!''

T.T

after that my babe called me...but i could not say a word...

just answer en...ar...o...

sigh.....

why?is it i'm stupid?what am i doing?

am i love him?

yes,i do...but...guess what...you guys will not understand...

well...i'd make this decision...i'd choose this way...that's my choice...

i make it all myself...so...don't be regret girl!!!

will be alright...

maybe...not the right time for us now...

perhaps...he's just a ''passing traveller' in my life...

but honestly...i'd learned many things from him...

i'd learned not to be vexatious...be a girlfriend who'll understand boyfriend...

i know i'm not yet a perfect girlfriend...but at least...better than before...

wanna thanks to him...

well...concentrate on study first...=)

okay...time too offline...it's 3:03a.m now...

night guys...

oppss...>.<...should say morning...LOL...

hmmm....

BE HAPPY...BE STEADY...

and thanks for those my friends who care and worry about me...

DON'T WORRY friends...I'M OK...

I'M STILL the 38 girl...AMBLINE TAN....

hehehehe....=)